Recently my well-planned out future has gotten to be kind of complicated, and hazy.
Also, school has been hell.
Also, I am so done.
So done.
Tired, unable to sleep properly, stressed, unable to learn properly, grades are suffering, unsure of summer plans, unmotivated, tired tired tired. Mentally and physically, mainly mentally. Just fatigued.
I feel purposeless, drowning in this world that demands so much with no reprieve, and my passion is fading quickly. I just want something to give me life, to give me hope. Because right now, all I see in the future is more work to do without any carrot.
My throat is tightening as I type this, because I just don't know how I'm going to get through this.
All I can do is pray for the strength, because God knows I can't do this on my own.
Here is a bird. Photoshop painting.
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