Feels like life is going by relatively quickly. Less than 10 months until I graduate, and a few months after that I'll be getting married.
In between I'll be taking my board exam and finding a real salaried job. Life is exciting, but I find myself looking toward the future perhaps a bit too much. I need to learn to live in the moment more, especially as I find time moving faster and faster.
Blink, and I'll lose my chance to enjoy this time of my life.
How should I take better advantage of living to my fullest in the moment? To pursue what really matters? To let go of what doesn't? To heal what's holding me back? To discover what makes me thrive? To make the kind of memories that glow in my consciousness forever? To appreciate what I have, and utilize it to it's full potential? To have some life balance?
So many questions.
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I started going to therapy. There needs to be stuff done. I am hurting, apparently, and it interferes with things, especially relationships. Why does no one else seem to have enough of a problem that it warrants therapy? It makes me angry. It feels unfair, like I'm being singled out and wrongly accused. I feel the pain and frustration deep in my body and I do not fully understand it.
In between I'll be taking my board exam and finding a real salaried job. Life is exciting, but I find myself looking toward the future perhaps a bit too much. I need to learn to live in the moment more, especially as I find time moving faster and faster.
Blink, and I'll lose my chance to enjoy this time of my life.
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| Gift for a friend; ink and colored pencil |
How should I take better advantage of living to my fullest in the moment? To pursue what really matters? To let go of what doesn't? To heal what's holding me back? To discover what makes me thrive? To make the kind of memories that glow in my consciousness forever? To appreciate what I have, and utilize it to it's full potential? To have some life balance?
So many questions.
---
I started going to therapy. There needs to be stuff done. I am hurting, apparently, and it interferes with things, especially relationships. Why does no one else seem to have enough of a problem that it warrants therapy? It makes me angry. It feels unfair, like I'm being singled out and wrongly accused. I feel the pain and frustration deep in my body and I do not fully understand it.
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